— 7th August 2002
Feeling very strange at the moment. Kind of not quite here. A little bit loosing my mind, with a pinch of vertigo about life in general. Something has changed but I can’t put my finger on what. It’s not any of the big obvious things, but something really small and trivial. Yet as with pea to princess, it’s making all the difference.
I seem to remember feeling similar before, and that after some time an adjustment was made and normality reigned again. I think it’s a bit like saying goodbye to one version of myself as I become another.